Still can't believe she is gone!

Its so hard to fathom the fact that my grandma is gone and I will never be able to talk to her again! Ugh it sucks so much. You always think they will just live forever! I am very excited though that I made the trip up to see her before she passed. I will cherish that time forever!! There is a poem that was in her funeral booklet that is just amazing!!

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me.
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The day you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say
I know how much you love me,
IAnd each time that you think of me,
As much as I loved you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too.
Please try to understand
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand
And said my place was ready
In heaven so far above
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.
But when I walked through heaven's gates
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me
From His golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity and all I've promised you today for life on earth is past but here it starts anew."
I promise no tomorrow
For today will always last, and since each day's the same
There's no long for the past.
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart.
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here in your heart.


I am just going to miss her SO much!!!! She was such a wonderful lady!! I think we are still some what in shock that it happened. I knew we knew this time it was going to happen, but it doesn't make it feel any better!
I miss my grandma!!!