Darn!!!

So I started to temp this weekend again! I think this will help me determine what is going on with my body! I don't ever really know what is going on so I hope this helps! My temps were pretty low the past two days so I don't think I am prego! If I were, my temps should be higher than what they are! I guess I will just wait it out and see what is going to happen!
So my friend had her baby on Saturday! she is a beautiful little girl! I am super excited for her!!!
So today I was supposed to start my new position at work and my supervisor decided to push it back for 2 weeks. I was a little annoyed by that, but oh well! Whatever!

Ok not much more to say!

So I tested...........and........

BFN! I figured that was going to be the case!! I guess it could still be to early! I guess I will keep my head up and just wait and see what happens! Thought maybe we got lucky this month, but I guess not! Looks like we may be moving onto 18 months of STC! At least I have some great STC girls that have been here to help me through all of this!
I am going to start temping again this weekend! At least I will be able to figure out what is going on with my body! AT least I won't freak out anymore if I can see my temps and see what is going on! Lets hope this will help me figure out my body better!
I am hoping that for Christmas I get the Wii Fit! If I don't, then I will just buy it after Christmas! I have heard lots of great things about it! I heard that it has helped people lose some weight. Well, I need to be losing some weight big time!! I don't like the way I look anymore! At least Lee still thinks I am beautiful! That makes me feel a little bit better! I just want to feel better about myself and just feel better period! I don't like carrying around all of this weight! It is not fun!
I am so excited for Christmas!!!! I can't wait! I love the get togethers, the food, the lights, and just the feeling of what Christmas is all about! We are going this weekend to look at lights and I am so excited! I love driving around and seeing what is out there!
So my friend yesterday found out she is having a girl! I am so stinking excited for her! She said for the first time, it has finally started to feel real that she is going to be a mom! She said just seeing the pic just made it so real! I am so excited for her!! I can't wait for her to have her girl! she is going to be a great mom!!

Ok well that is enough for today!

Another month late!I

So AF is late...again!!! AF should have showed up...hmmm...YESTERDAY! I hope this is not going to be another month where AF is late by like a week!! If she is gonna be late, MAKE IT BECAUSE I AM PREGO!!!! I am getting so sick and tired of waiting! I want to test because I want to see if I am prego, but I don't want another BFN! I don't think I could handle another BFN!
I am going to start temping again if I get a BFN or if AF decides to show! The only hope I hanging onto with me being actually prego is the fact that I have been peeing like CRAZY! For like the past few days I have been getting up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom. I never do that! I am usually one of those people that can sleep all the way through the night!
My best friend finds out the sex of her baby today! That is very exciting! I am still super jealous of the fact that she got pregnant only a month after she was married! She didn't even want to have kids yet! I am super excited, but super jealous at the same time! But maybe God has a plan and a reason for why she got pregnant so soon!
Another friend is about ready to have her baby! I am super excited for her! I have followed her through her entired journey and I am excited for her to give birth to her baby girl! She is nervous so I just pray that her labor and everything afterwards go smoothly! If you are reading this, good luck and I can't wait to see pictures of your beautiful baby girl!!!

Ok well that is enough for today! I will post again when I take a test and find out what is going on!!