Useless chatter

So this weekend Lee and I went and looked at some houses. One of them was just NASTY! I hated it!! It was so dirty and needed so much work! Lee like the look of the house and thought we could really make it look good. But I dont want to buy our first house and have to put a bunch of work into it! Doesn't sound like my idea of a good time! Then the second one that we looked at was BEAUTIFUL but of course Lee hated it! lol! I think this will be very interesting to see what house we end up with!
We found two more houses online that we thought looked nice so we are going to talk to our realtor and see when we can go see them!
So tomorrow is cycle day 10! That means that Lee and I have to BD every other day! I told him it was doctors orders! lol! I also start my OPKs tomorrow so I am pretty excited about that! Hopefully it will detect a surge! My temps look a lot higher than they normally do so maybe that is a good thing?
Ok back to work!

My doc appointment!

I am SO excited about how it went! My doc was SUPER supportive and was so excited to help us out!!!

I was 10 days late when I went in for my appointment. She did a urine test but it came back negative. So she did my pap.
Then we sat and talked for about 20 minutes about all of the options that we have.
Once my period starts, I will need to start doing OPK's starting CD 10 until I get a surge. If I get a surge that shows that I am ovulating, then Lee will have to have a semen analysis done. She said that if I am ovulating, she wants to rule out if it is male factor related or not.
If I don't ovulate, I need to call her and she will figure out where to go from there depending on where I am in my cycle.
She was super nice and SO easy to talk to! I can't wait for my period to start so we can get this process going! She seems VERY eager to help too which is nice!
I just feel good knowing that I am doing something that will hopefully get me 1 step closer to getting pregnant and having a baby!

Yes!!

So on Feb 23, I finally have my doc appointment! I am so excited! Finally going to get this damn journey going! I am SO scared! I don't want anything to be wrong!
So I started the new job and I LOVE it! No more stress! I am here from 8 to 5 with no OT or coming in on the weekends! What a fantastic thing! I used to dread coming into work and now I actually like it! :)
Lee and I have finally started to try and lose some weight. So far I have lost about 5 lbs which is nice!!! Hopefully I can get a little bit more off! But I will take what I have lost so far! Only like 45 more lbs to go! Uck!!!

Darn!!!

So I started to temp this weekend again! I think this will help me determine what is going on with my body! I don't ever really know what is going on so I hope this helps! My temps were pretty low the past two days so I don't think I am prego! If I were, my temps should be higher than what they are! I guess I will just wait it out and see what is going to happen!
So my friend had her baby on Saturday! she is a beautiful little girl! I am super excited for her!!!
So today I was supposed to start my new position at work and my supervisor decided to push it back for 2 weeks. I was a little annoyed by that, but oh well! Whatever!

Ok not much more to say!

So I tested...........and........

BFN! I figured that was going to be the case!! I guess it could still be to early! I guess I will keep my head up and just wait and see what happens! Thought maybe we got lucky this month, but I guess not! Looks like we may be moving onto 18 months of STC! At least I have some great STC girls that have been here to help me through all of this!
I am going to start temping again this weekend! At least I will be able to figure out what is going on with my body! AT least I won't freak out anymore if I can see my temps and see what is going on! Lets hope this will help me figure out my body better!
I am hoping that for Christmas I get the Wii Fit! If I don't, then I will just buy it after Christmas! I have heard lots of great things about it! I heard that it has helped people lose some weight. Well, I need to be losing some weight big time!! I don't like the way I look anymore! At least Lee still thinks I am beautiful! That makes me feel a little bit better! I just want to feel better about myself and just feel better period! I don't like carrying around all of this weight! It is not fun!
I am so excited for Christmas!!!! I can't wait! I love the get togethers, the food, the lights, and just the feeling of what Christmas is all about! We are going this weekend to look at lights and I am so excited! I love driving around and seeing what is out there!
So my friend yesterday found out she is having a girl! I am so stinking excited for her! She said for the first time, it has finally started to feel real that she is going to be a mom! She said just seeing the pic just made it so real! I am so excited for her!! I can't wait for her to have her girl! she is going to be a great mom!!

Ok well that is enough for today!

Another month late!I

So AF is late...again!!! AF should have showed up...hmmm...YESTERDAY! I hope this is not going to be another month where AF is late by like a week!! If she is gonna be late, MAKE IT BECAUSE I AM PREGO!!!! I am getting so sick and tired of waiting! I want to test because I want to see if I am prego, but I don't want another BFN! I don't think I could handle another BFN!
I am going to start temping again if I get a BFN or if AF decides to show! The only hope I hanging onto with me being actually prego is the fact that I have been peeing like CRAZY! For like the past few days I have been getting up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom. I never do that! I am usually one of those people that can sleep all the way through the night!
My best friend finds out the sex of her baby today! That is very exciting! I am still super jealous of the fact that she got pregnant only a month after she was married! She didn't even want to have kids yet! I am super excited, but super jealous at the same time! But maybe God has a plan and a reason for why she got pregnant so soon!
Another friend is about ready to have her baby! I am super excited for her! I have followed her through her entired journey and I am excited for her to give birth to her baby girl! She is nervous so I just pray that her labor and everything afterwards go smoothly! If you are reading this, good luck and I can't wait to see pictures of your beautiful baby girl!!!

Ok well that is enough for today! I will post again when I take a test and find out what is going on!!

New Weight Loss Journal

So I have decided to make this my weight loss journal for now until I become pregnant! :)

So I have lost 1.4 lbs from a week ago! I am so excited about that! Considering that I didn't really do a whole lot! I just made sure to watch what I ate. I need to stop eating out as much and stop drinking pop as much! I think if I really set my mind to it that I can do this! I need to get this weight off!!!! I think I can do this!! I need to start exercising as well! I know that when I do exercise that I feel so much better and have a lot more energy!! It's time to do this! It's time to get this darn weight off!!! I can do it!!!!!!!!!